Just read BB’s blog few hours ago…for the past few hours i have been reading and reading and reading that entry..i can feel how upset she was when she is writing that entry.
after so many years i have nv really felt so upset before..faith brought us together but destiny break us apart…my bitter tears realli can’t stop rolling down into my mouth…finally it came to a stop when my eyes are swallon…and i am here writing this entry on my blog after so long…
what she say is right…my heart is really bleeding for her now..knowing that she care for me so much…but yet she want me to leave her behind..
I realli regret to say yes when she ask me whether i wan to know how she feel at that time…i rather i have never saw her blog and remain as it is..
yes i am a big big silly fool like what she mentioned in her blog but that is me..i did everything just for the one i love..i accept everything she is cos i love her..i guess i am not as wei da as what she say..i am selfish…i don wish to let go..
she mentioned…”if something doesnt kill you, it makes u stronger”, i am just strong enough or rather say i am trained to be strong after all.
i totally agree with her that life is always unfair..but i guess this is my life i have to accepted it as the way it is and compromise it..be it if i am the one who is always on the giving in side..i have no regrets..
its easy to ask ppl to give up but for the person who is trying to give up its not easy..somemore is when that person really treasure u so much..
how to move on without u my dear..as for now i have really no clue..guess like what she say i have realli fall to bottom of the well le..
ps: BB in my heart you are definitely qualified..
